That is so me right now. I'm very easily influenced by the world around me, more than I would like. I'm not saying it's necessarily a bad thing but sometimes I feel like my happiness only comes from outside. But then, if you're not made happy by something nice happening, where does it come from? Maybe the best you should feel on your own is ( Read more... )

I really wish I had any idea. Some days I feel like the world is spinning too fast around me and other days I think the world is standing still and I'm the one who's spinning. And then I want to ask when it all got so complicated but I know the answer to that. It's always been like this ( Read more... )

So yes, it has been almost a month since I last posted. I can't even remember what was going on last time I posted. That is bad. Bad Aestus. I'm not exactly sure how to sum up what's been going on but I can try ( Read more... )

I feel like the world is moving faster than I am. People in my year are finishing up as undergrads this week, making plans and moving on. The third year grads in the Theatre department have their graduation on Saturday and then they're gone. The majority of the people I know are traveling for Spring Break, whether it be for fun or visiting grad ( Read more... )

Well, my parents found out about my lost phone. How? My mom called my flatmate because she hadn't talked to me in all of 36 hours. LOL. I think it's a sign that I talk to my parents too much. Anyhow, they weren't mad at all because it turns out that they're genius and insured my phone. So I'm getting a new one in the mail, a better one than ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting outside one of the buildings, typing on my Powerbook and listening to my iPod. Am I an Apple junkie or what? It's only a little bit obvious. I'm such a geek... I love it ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot lately (yes, always a scary prospect) about what makes up a person. Not from a biological standpoint either, surprisingly enough. Are you who you see yourself as? Or are you who other people see you as? I mean, if I see myself as independent does that make me an independent person? And if other people don't think I'm ( Read more... )